Beyond The Veil of Maya

THE ROSE AND THE DRAGON Reclaiming the Exiled Feminine Mysteries and Restoring the Masculine Heart This is the future home of my upcoming book, The Rose and the Dragon. It is currently in creation—born from the same underworld initiation, feminine mysteries, and primordial wisdom that shaped my life. This work rises from the wound, the wild, and the archetypal realms. It speaks to the forgotten feminine, the wounded masculine, and the ancient living intelligence beneath them both. As the book unfolds, all updates, excerpts, and release details will be shared here. The Mystery is still shaping it. When it’s ready, it will reveal itself.

  Some were born for the arrow of truth, we crave it. It is encoded in our templates. We long for that raw piercing shot that penetrates, slices straight to the bone, sears our egos open and forces us to rise. It cuts through all the fluff. Truth that is not passionate and piercing, often feels diluted to us. We thrive where others recoil. Truth that pierces is the seed of freedom, and it is where the real medicine lives. So naturally you want to penetrate others with the same medicine and to aim the arrows where shadows dwell. But not everyone can meet truth in this way. For some, truth can only be received as reflection, never as penetration. What awakens us can feel like poison to them. What we experience as liberation, they experience as attack. Fear builds walls before the medicine ever has a chance to touch them. Truth then becomes not only about the arrow, it’s about the archer. The focus shifts on the delivery and messenger, rather than its content.  The sting that cou...

  Revulsion often arises as a guardian of alignment during timeline shifts. As stagnant and parasitic energies, contracts, and imprints burn away, the light body responds with primal force. Just as the physical body may sweat, shake, or purge toxins, the energetic body also responds in unexpected ways. One of the most misunderstood aspects is intense revulsion, it is the energetic immune system at work. The spiritual immune system awakens not only to detox, but to ensure you never return to old timelines. It is a primal force of protection. A fierce rejection of misalignment that declares:  “This has no place here."  Where you were once pulled into old imprints, the polarity suddenly and unexpectedly flips to repulsion. Your vibration has shifted, and what no longer aligns is naturally rejected, sometimes violently with nausea, rage, or revulsion.  The invitation is to lean into it. To allow the holy disgust instead of resisting. To let the revulsion move through wi...

  The world is starving for her embodied depth.  It has forgotten how to breathe underwater. It has forgotten the language of the deep, and the beauty of what cannot be domesticated. It does not know how to receive what it cannot control. They fear and mistrust the gravity of a woman's wild and untamed soul. She who remembers the way down to the molten heart of the Earth where the primordial memory sleeps. Her depth became her danger.  It was not honored. It was weaponized. Twisted against her. Her depth became a battlefield. They labeled it as “too much". Too emotional. Too intense. Too deep. Too sensitive. Too knowing. As if the ocean should apologize for its tides. As if fire should apologize for burning. It was a mirror, and mirrors terrify those who cannot bear their own reflection. It disrupts the status quo. It forces things to the surface that many people and systems would rather keep buried.It doesn't uphold shallow illusions, it exposes the emptiness beneath app...

  The true enemy has always been hidden behind the veil, feeding off our loosh and manipulating the chessboard while we fight over the pieces. Civilizations rise and fall, ideologies clash, religions wage holy wars, and people destroy one another, while behind the veil, the architects of control feed upon the discord they orchestrate. The mechanics of divide and conquer goes far deeper than politics or tribe. Its truest power is not just pitting human against human, but to fragment the human being from within. By shattering the inner temple, the architects ensure that humanity remains estranged from its divine essence. When shadows strengthen, the world finds itself engulfed in chaos. It is not just political nor ideological. It is the metaphysical war of aeons fought not only on the battlefields of earth, but in the terrain of the human heart and mind. The wars and division we see raging outside are mirrors of the fractures and separation within every soul. The pendulum has swun...