Beyond The Veil of Maya

THE ROSE AND THE DRAGON Reclaiming the Exiled Feminine Mysteries and Restoring the Masculine Heart This is the future home of my upcoming book, The Rose and the Dragon. It is currently in creation—born from the same underworld initiation, feminine mysteries, and primordial wisdom that shaped my life. This work rises from the wound, the wild, and the archetypal realms. It speaks to the forgotten feminine, the wounded masculine, and the ancient living intelligence beneath them both. As the book unfolds, all updates, excerpts, and release details will be shared here. The Mystery is still shaping it. When it’s ready, it will reveal itself.

  Some were born for the arrow of truth, we crave it. It is encoded in our templates. We long for that raw piercing shot that penetrates, slices straight to the bone, sears our egos open and forces us to rise. It cuts through all the fluff. Truth that is not passionate and piercing, often feels diluted to us. We thrive where others recoil. Truth that pierces is the seed of freedom, and it is where the real medicine lives. So naturally you want to penetrate others with the same medicine and to aim the arrows where shadows dwell. But not everyone can meet truth in this way. For some, truth can only be received as reflection, never as penetration. What awakens us can feel like poison to them. What we experience as liberation, they experience as attack. Fear builds walls before the medicine ever has a chance to touch them. Truth then becomes not only about the arrow, it’s about the archer. The focus shifts on the delivery and messenger, rather than its content.  The sting that cou...

  Revulsion often arises as a guardian of alignment during timeline shifts. As stagnant and parasitic energies, contracts, and imprints burn away, the light body responds with primal force. Just as the physical body may sweat, shake, or purge toxins, the energetic body also responds in unexpected ways. One of the most misunderstood aspects is intense revulsion, it is the energetic immune system at work. The spiritual immune system awakens not only to detox, but to ensure you never return to old timelines. It is a primal force of protection. A fierce rejection of misalignment that declares:  “This has no place here."  Where you were once pulled into old imprints, the polarity suddenly and unexpectedly flips to repulsion. Your vibration has shifted, and what no longer aligns is naturally rejected, sometimes violently with nausea, rage, or revulsion.  The invitation is to lean into it. To allow the holy disgust instead of resisting. To let the revulsion move through wi...

  The world is starving for her embodied depth.  It has forgotten how to breathe underwater. It has forgotten the language of the deep, and the beauty of what cannot be domesticated. It does not know how to receive what it cannot control. They fear and mistrust the gravity of a woman's wild and untamed soul. She who remembers the way down to the molten heart of the Earth where the primordial memory sleeps. Her depth became her danger.  It was not honored. It was weaponized. Twisted against her. Her depth became a battlefield. They labeled it as “too much". Too emotional. Too intense. Too deep. Too sensitive. Too knowing. As if the ocean should apologize for its tides. As if fire should apologize for burning. It was a mirror, and mirrors terrify those who cannot bear their own reflection. It disrupts the status quo. It forces things to the surface that many people and systems would rather keep buried.It doesn't uphold shallow illusions, it exposes the emptiness beneath app...

  The true enemy has always been hidden behind the veil, feeding off our loosh and manipulating the chessboard while we fight over the pieces. Civilizations rise and fall, ideologies clash, religions wage holy wars, and people destroy one another, while behind the veil, the architects of control feed upon the discord they orchestrate. The mechanics of divide and conquer goes far deeper than politics or tribe. Its truest power is not just pitting human against human, but to fragment the human being from within. By shattering the inner temple, the architects ensure that humanity remains estranged from its divine essence. When shadows strengthen, the world finds itself engulfed in chaos. It is not just political nor ideological. It is the metaphysical war of aeons fought not only on the battlefields of earth, but in the terrain of the human heart and mind. The wars and division we see raging outside are mirrors of the fractures and separation within every soul. The pendulum has swun...

  The feminines descent is not a fall, it's a return. It is the initiation of full body surrender. It is the ancient rite of dissolving into the Mystery.  Her capacity to feel is not weakness, it is her divine design. The world has long sought to weaponize her sensitivity against her, twisting her depth into burden and shaming her for what was always her greatest gift. True feminine feeling is depth perception. It is life force moving through her body. It is an instrument of gnosis.  She is magnetism drawn into the depths, into the dark void, the womb, into the soil of the earth, and into the primordial pulse of the cosmos. Her feeling is a bridge between worlds, where the mystical and the mundane converge. She receives, absorbs, and translates the invisible currents of existence. Her body is an oracle. It speaks in tides, pulses and rhythms too deep for words.  It sings of ancient memory, Truth too holy for doctrine and dogma. Feeling is her compass. Sensation is he...

  The initiatory labyrinth is walked by those who came bearing ancient codes, soul medicine, and the blueprint of remembrance.  The intensity, pain and darkness you've endured on the path is a mirror of the magnitude of your medicine. The deeper your descent, the more ancient its origin and wiser the soul that walks it.  The soul doesn't choose pain or suffering. It chooses evolution, and pain is the alchemical furnace where dross is turned to gold. We did not come to tread gently on this Earth. We are here to walk the ancient spiral  of creation and destruction  To hold the poison and call forth the antidote. MYSTERIVM TENEBRIS.  “Mystery of Darkness” MYSTERIVM LVCIS.  “Mystery of Light” As above, so below.  As within, so without. You are the axis of cosmic balance embodied and divine law birthed into matter that incarnates the illumination of Rubedo through the primordial, hidden and chaotic aspects of existence.  You came to be the vessel ...

True Occultism demands the soul must first pass through the fire of self initiation and come into right alignment with truth, integrity, and with the organic structure of the cosmos.  At the very core lies Universal Law. This is the foundation upon which it's yielded. It is the very basics. It is not a metaphor. It is the living, immutable architecture of existence. It governs all things from magic, the spiral of galaxies to the spiral of DNA, from the soul of the individual, the rise and fall of civilizations, the structure of society itself.  To walk this path without aligning with these Laws is not walking the path at all, but its inversion. It is to sow chaos and distortion into the field.  And this is what we now see.... Occultism has become fragmented, diluted and performative. Often an an aesthetic, intellectual superiority, fantasy or escapism. Many who claim the title of occultist or magician don't stand in right relationship with the forces they invoke and trans...

True care is not always passive, but an act of courage. And in that courage, truth finds its voice. To be devoted to truth and principle  is to be connected to the heart To care is to seek truth relentlessly, to challenge every belief, to dismantle falsehoods and uncover what is real, even when it shakes or terrifies you.  It is not just a responsibility to oneself, but to future generations and the world as a whole. Truth is the foundation of progress, justice, peace, freedom, and the compass that guides humanity to wisdom. To turn away from truth is a betrayal.  Few truly seek knowledge Most do not ask, or question They search not for truth But for confirmation of what they already believe. They seek comfort, not revelation  To care is to reject the easy path. Neglecting the pursuit of truth is cowardice Ignorance inflicts harm upon the world And all who inhabit it. The responsibility of seeking truth belongs to each of us. If we do not take ownership, we surrender...

  We exist in an age of relentless spiritual warfare, and where psychological operations, chaos sorcery, and dialectical manipulations shape the collective psyche. Dark occult forces seek to hijack the subconscious, trigger primal instincts, invert reality, and steer collective psychology toward predetermined outcomes.  Their mechanisms are not new and have long been studied in mystery schools, occult orders, and intelligence agencies. While the intent is dark, it is also medicine.  It can serve as catalysts for initiations into deeper awareness. The key lies in not only recognizing the patterns and understanding the system mechanics, but in reclaiming the power of the mind and directing it inward.  The architects of control unknowingly become our teachers. Their intent to enslave leads the seeker toward a higher state of consciousness. The true seeker doesn't resist the game, they study it. Like a mystic decoding a sacred text to uncover inner workings and extractin...

  Women pass through approximately 450 menstrual cycles over the course of their lives. That’s 450 gateways to tap into potent and primal medicine, magic and mystery. Each cycle is an initiation to descend into the Underworld, and to stand in the inferno of alchemical transmutation. Through this sacred dance, she purifies and emerges from the flames renewed with wisdom, expanded awareness, and awakened gifts. Unfortunately, the shadow of societal and generational programming have severed women from their innate ancient rhythms. The menstrual cycle is not just a biological function, it is a spiritual journey that mirrors the primal cycles of the cosmos: descent and ascent, waxing and waning, life and death, creation and destruction. She's the eternal ebb and flow of the universe.  This disconnection has created a society of surface-dwelling women, detached from their own deep inner mysteries, and reluctant to face the darkness of the Underworld that holds the key to their deepe...

There are two roads to awakening.  One is chosen, the other is forced. You can step willingly into the fire, or you can be thrown into it by relentless adversity and suffering  Either way, you will burn.  Either way, you will be shaped by the flames.  Both paths demand pain and sacrifice, whether you seek it or whether it is thrust upon you. "Only a man who fully realizes the difficulty of awakening can understand the necessity of long and hard work in order to awake. Speaking in general, what is necessary to awake a sleeping man? A good shock is necessary. But when a man is fast asleep one shock is not enough. A long period of continual shocks is needed.” - G. I. Gurdjieff, In Search of the Miraculous With everything unfolding in the world and all the astrological shifts, it is giving the world the opportunity to awaken out of it's slumber.  The call is louder than ever, unavoidable and staring the world down. The quest is no longer subtle, it is urgent. Ignora...

  As Neptune completes its 164 year cycle, transitioning from its mystical home of Pisces into the fierce, initiating fire of Aries, a long lost archetype will begin to spark remembrance The Spiritual Warrior Neptune, the planet of spirituality, dreams, intuition, and higher consciousness, also governs illusion, deceit, and the dissolution of boundaries. For the past 14 years, Neptune has drifted through the deep, introspective, feminine waters of Pisces. An era of mysticism, surrender, and escapism. Now, as Neptune enters Aries, the fiery, masculine driven sign of the warrior, it calls for action, fierce independence, boldness, courage, and initiation. Dreamy, passive spirituality is no longer enough.  Aries is here ACTIVATE  A rebirth from flow to fire This transit is the fusion of the mystic and warrior. Where the cosmic and the primal collide. Aries bold pioneering spirit and fiery courage merges with Neptune’s higher consciousness and visionary wisdom. The warrior is...

  The Anima Mundi, the World Soul, serves as the bridge between realms. It's the central axis between the heavens, earth, and the underworld, and symbolizes the connection between the material and spiritual worlds. To attune to the Anima Mundi is to awaken to the sacred in all things—to perceive the spirit moving through rivers, stones, stars, and the breath of every living being. It is to recognize that the universe is not a fragmented, mechanical construct but an intelligent force vibrating with the essence of a singular divine presence. Ancient traditions understood the Anima Mundi as the very soul of the cosmos, much like the human soul animates the body. Plato spoke of it as the divine intelligence that orders and harmonizes existence, an eternal presence infusing all beings with life. The Stoics described it as an all-pervading pneuma, a breath-like essence sustaining the natural world, while Hermeticists saw it as the intermediary between spirit and matter, a cosmic intellig...

  The planetary shift is simultaneously ascending and descending, disrupting the morphogenic structure, and reshaping timelines. The lower and higher timelines are drastically intensifying and pulling further apart in polarity extremes. The explusion of the Trickster archetype into the collective grid has caused the Veil to tremble, escalating the spiritual battle between light and dark, and intensifying the relentless war on consciousness. This upheaval has triggered a psychic contagion, plunging the world into a collective psychosis that feeds on division and the fragmentation of reality. It drives humanity into conflict with itself.  Pandora’s box has been opened. The shadow of human ignorance and separation is staring back at us virtually everywhere, locked in a battle with itself. It's uprooting the deepest shadows of the human condition of both dark and light projections into the collective at an unprecedented scale that will only increase in the coming days.  The T...